Chapter Five

My mind can no longer think straight and the benefits of adderol are no longer beneficial to me. Sleeping pills and Nyquil are no longer an option because they just aren’t working for me anymore. Every time I even begin to close my eyes, I am reminded about what had happened to me, which causes my mind to stray. As the months turned into over a year, I had discovered that the entire time I was in a relationship with him, he was cheating on me. I was coming into terms that my innocence was taken and that there was no way of getting it back. I knew I had to take control of my life and in order to do so, that meant that I had to burn all the memories of him and I together into oblivion. I’m a fighter, I know I am and now I have to justify it. I know it was wrong what he had done, but what makes it even worse is the fact that while he was with me, he was also with two other girls. Sometimes I wonder late at night when I am attempting to sleep, if people who do such things even feel the least bit of remorse.