I feel so distant from God. I think him and I are on a “break,” at least it sure feels like it. I wish I could feel loved, but all I feel is anguish. My grades have slipped; I’ve been fortunate though because I’m not on academic probation…yet. I have to regain some kind of control now, I can’t allow myself to fail, I just have to be patient and give myself more time. : Fusion: The fusion of being The explosion of seeing Explaining what is happening You were demeaning No abbreviation No holding back The verb: distracted You set me back You distracted my mind Opened it without a second thought Came in Took away my doubts You peeled me Opened me up Gave me recognition Appreciated me somewhat It’s not enough Was it ever? Your words were deceiving Ignoring me had made me see I was over all these feelings I was over the noun: feeling Feeling nothing Controlling myself Sealing myself up Tightening the thread I’m sown I’ll be fine I’m on my own Time Time heals all wounds Time will make me stronger It will disintegrate my feelings Permanently No one can hurt me
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