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I don’t know how to explain it, but I think God pieced together my heart last night while I was asleep. I feel, as though this is my first day on Earth, I know that sounds really strange, but what can I say? I’m a pretty strange person. Everything looks so beautiful to me and I don’t know how to explain this euphoric feeling I am experiencing. I went out last night with a few of my girl friends and I met this guy, but I don’t know if it’s anything that great or not. The weird part about this guy is that I actually met him three years back at a party, but he had a girlfriend and I was dating someone else at that time. It’s hard to have good judgment when it comes to people you are trying to get to know, but I guess you can only truly know someone as time progresses. Anyway, I doubt anything is going to happen, he’s kind of, how do I say it, dull and oblivious to things from an outside perspective. Oh, guess what? Today is the first day of Christmas break! That means I have to work full time and go nowhere again for the second year in a row now.

: Division:

Tunnel vision
The simplicity of division
Hidden with comprehension
Foreseeing the sections
The section of being: To follow a teaching

Steady paces
My safeties on
I am walking without doubt
Treading slowly
The feeling: reassuring

Tunnel vision
A narrow opening before me
My eyes struggling to see
Nothing is leading me
There’s no control
Something has taken over me: The absence of memory

Broken Leaves
Falling before me
The season has changed
Fall has prevailed
Given up
Surrendered in a way
And washed away by the winter rain

Dissolved are the leaves
A clean slate before me
The action of being
Pieced together to simplicity

Tunnel vision
A journey through: Metamorphic division