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Not everyone possesses the quality of understanding and patience. I have been feeling a little lost today; I blame it on my lack of sleep. I feel as though my attempts of conquering the night has been slowly progressing, but overcoming my vulnerability to darkness might take a few years. I wish I wasn’t so nice all the time, I say this because I was just thinking if I had been more firm, then I wouldn’t be in this predicament right now, I wouldn’t of been used and I probably would be happy.

: Comprehending In Silence:

I am walking
No single sound can be heard

My footsteps are silent
Not even mine can be heard

I don’t know where I am going
I don’t know where I am
I am walking in the night
Not one single sole is in sight

I am strong in the night
Walking for miles
I am camouflaged by the dark
It’s the only sanctuary I have come to know
It’s the only light that my eyes can see

I am walking alone
My heart is beating fast
I can’t turn back
My will won’t allow it
For it’s too late
I have to last

The wall is being built
Day by day it’s getting higher
Not even the tallest man can see past my empire

Solid as a rock
Spectacular looking
It’s like a diamond in the rough
And my heart is the coal

I am disguised in the day
And I unmasked at night
So vulnerable I lay
For that’s why I chose to be out of site



Thoughts enter my head
Bad thoughts of the past
I had been thrown into a fire and had been put to the torch
But I saved myself
No one saved me
No one was there
They just watched me
Observing
Not knowing what was happening to me

For how can I explain the feelings I have gone through?
People say they care, but they care so little
For they have not felt the ounce of pain I still go through
They just hear my words through a telephone wire
And know that I am crying while they want my tears to expire

My tears are merely water
And they are miles away
They don’t even understand
And they will never with each passing day

But don’t they see they don’t have to go through it
I wouldn’t want them to anyway
That’s why their needs to be support
Can you not understand that?
Is that too hard to comprehend?
Do I need to spell everything out?
I don’t want to pretend
I need someone who knows
Yet I don’t need anybody
No one needs to see my diamond
Let people think I’m just in the rough
For then I wont have to worry
For everyone will think I’m cold
And how I’m unsocial
But it’s the truth in a way
For they have lead me to be this way
People

If I wasn’t this way
This wouldn’t have happened today
For today will lead into tomorrow
And tomorrow isn’t my new day
For I still have to overcome so many things
And overcome my sorrows with my pain
And wait for another tomorrow that will take this pain away