Things have to change, I need to stop writing about this change and start acting on it. I never thought that I can aggravate my own self with my own problems, but goodness was I wrong. I have a confession though, I saw the guy who took advantage of me the other day. He didn’t see me, but I saw him and it triggered so many thoughts. It was an odd feeling though, because I didn’t even want to cry, yell, or hurt him, I just felt numb and dazed out. My life has turned into an ongoing cycle, I need to put an end to this tension, and break this circle of heartache. : Shedding Truthfully: Dark as night My sorrow resides The moonlight glistening I am under no light I am naked This is the truth I can no longer lie to you This is my story It is far from innocent Clear as day This is how I’m portrayed: My tears are shedding I can’t even look at you I’m in disbelief My feelings were stolen Taken for granted I thought he was true He deceived me That’s what he left me with This painful feeling within: deception I am broken Remembering everything Reminiscing things that are unwanted I hate this feeling I hate him I never thought I could feel this way But I do Karma you say? Don’t hold on to your past How long will people say that? It’s not right This is a part of me I can’t even accept myself I’m in pieces and I can’t even lie I forgot what I loved I forgot how to feel I have turned numb to emotions And that is the scariest feeling that has peeled
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