Page 27-Puzzle: Confuse

I have always thought of my life as a puzzle. I know he’s not my missing piece, but I wonder if I will ever find someone to complete my puzzle. I remember when I was younger I was horrible at piecing everything together, and it seems I’m still pretty bad at it. I know what I want though and I want to be able to express myself and not have to hold back. I want a feeling of security, not a feeling of chaos. I just want one good experience to take away my heartache from my past. When will be my time? This is what I yearn for, my expression in poetry:

: Expressing:

I am in pieces
You are watching me
Attempting to break me away
Away from incomplete

Cleaning my thoughts
Cleansing my body
You are between me
You are in me
I am breathing

Gasping for air
Yearning for your affection
When will we be?
Is together such a thing?

Holding on for dear life
Thinking twice
Thinking numerous times
Another mistake
Again
And Again

Blurry vision
It’s almost vanishing
Yet the marks remain
But things have changed

You have taken over
I am complete
For you are with me

I have broken away
My mind, clear as day
You are in me
Every day
You are with me
In every way

You have broken my case
For now I am breathing
Expressing my feelings
Attempting to change
For my past was demeaning