I can’t wait to get over this feeling. I wonder if I’ll ever find someone who will accept everything about me. I know I am afraid of confiding in someone because I’m afraid they will leave me shortly after they know about my past experiences. I just want someone to help me move on, but then again, I don’t think I will ever trust anyone to be so close to me ever again. Every passing day now I am fighting with my mind and my body is growing weary because of my lack of sleep and nourishment.
: Objects Of Affection:
Falling from the sky
Divided into pieces
Oddly distributed on the ground
Are my objects of affection
Placed here to die
Disfigured in appearance
Causing pain to all it touches
Are my objects of confessions
Surrounding the Earth
The protective covering no more
It’s burned a hole through many hearts
For they were objects that were helplessly endured
Frozen without thought
My mind far from ease
I lay out to feel
Nothing nurturing me
For it is not enough
The temporary peace
I can no longer endure it
I am disturbed by it
Because it has caught up to me
I thought I had overcame it
But I just ignored it in a way
And it never dissipated
Because it’s now causing me to stray
As I walk
Images in my mind flash before me
Tears from my eyes begin to stream down my face
My heart begins to hurt
I am drained from
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