It seems that so many people are in denial of the fact that all good things fall apart. For example, things are going great with him and I now, but I have this feeling that it’s going to be very short lived. I feel so skeptical, but maybe if I give it time, I can get over this pessimistic attitude and I can become happy with him.
: Whispers In The Night:
Silence
Not one single sound
The ticking of the clocks
What is the next sound to evolve?
My thoughts fill my head
My feelings rush through my body
They release
But no one hears
Not one single sound
I catch my words before they are let out
I swallow them back
Not allowing them to attack
For how I feel is within myself
For how I am is timeless
I curl up
All alone
I hear sounds on the other side of the wall
My ear presses up against the cold plaster
Not expecting to hear what had evolved
Emotions fill my heart
My desire is evident
No longer suppressing the inevitable
But admitting what is there
Acknowledging what we have
What we could have
Dreading it to fall
Dreading to face despair
Opening my eyes
Learning about your life
You’re somewhat hiding from me
You’re not allowing me in the light
But I can see
And you do not know
For one day you will lose me
Because you won’t acknowledge me as a whole
You will come back
We shall wait and see
For there is no rushing
For that’s the way I want it to be
My curiosity makes me wonder
How beautiful we could be
Because I sense you would be different
A kind of different I would need
The whispers on the other side have opened my eyes to so many things
For it was a type of prophecy of what type of things could happen to me
Then I went to sleep
Not wanting to hear anymore
For I couldn't withstand my luck
And how I felt I could never be adored
My love would always be taken for granted
And mistakes would always be made
I might as well just wish on the stars
That I would not wake up the next day
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