Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Page 65-Tangible: Able to be touched

I can’t believe this feeling is real. I actually feel hopeful today, which is always a good change from experiencing misery. I spoke to my parents this afternoon and I just sensed their love for one another over the telephone and it was so beautiful. I began to write and sketch in my notebook while I was listening to them both. They make me feel so hopeful sometimes about finding someone special, but then again, I don’t try to take it too much to the heart because hope just leads to severe anxiety sooner or later. Regardless of the case, my heart is going to continue beating unless I somehow pass away.

: Vitality:

Through my body lies a path
A path of an existence to be
To be here is to be anywhere

For where would I be if I were displaced?
As the blood rushes through my head
I am soaked with dread

The rain
It’s as hard as the passing days
My mind: out of control
Or is it my heart?

I can no longer tame what I thought I possessed
For what is mine is now yours
For you soaked into my skin
We are one

As for hope
It is pouring into my skin
Almost drowning me everyday
I do not even know
I cannot even explain
The blood is rushing to my head
My heart: sustained

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