Damn, I don’t even know how to begin. Today I had to skip my class because I couldn’t bear to dissect the cadavers in Anatomy. Every time I looked at it, I saw myself because that’s how I feel, lifeless and dead. I feel so worthless, I haven’t even been studying and I have exams next week. Every time I try to read, I start to write, and I’m beginning to think I’m not going to get better. : Taken: Forgiveness is rare Forgiveness was abused The truth was out And was acknowledged and used You cheated on me How couldn’t I of seen? Maybe I was blind then But now I can see Maybe I chose to be blind Maybe I didn’t want to see But I didn’t deserve this Couldn’t you see! Of course you do, but it’s too late now And you can’t have me So you forced yourself on me! I have to deal with the pain The memories of you The thoughts of betrayal Your unpleasant game I want to bury you deep Since I can’t erase you Just one question I can’t help but think How could you do this to me? I wanted to forgive completely But I can’t You went too far And now you ruined any civil chance for me to be kind How can I move up When I feel you knocked me down? I am sinking into oblivion
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