Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Page 12-Advice: Recommendation with regard to a course of action

My friends keep telling me how I like this person, but everyone’s comments are irritating me. I guess I am in denial, I guess I do like him, but I am scared and I don’t know what to do.

: What has been said:

They tell me I want it
They said it’s from within
But I’m fighting it on the outside
And I am not allowing it to seep in

I don’t know why they think they know
They have no idea who I am
They just know the minor things
They don’t know how I have lived
And what trials I have been faced with

It’s a sad fact indeed
I have not one true friend
Not even someone to depend on
When I am bleeding from within

My tears stain my sheets
Every night when I try to sleep
But my eyes are pried open
And I wake with no sight
And they say that I have a love interest on my mind
They don’t know how I feel inside!

I know what your thinking
Maybe I’m in denial
Get a life
I don’t need a trial

This is how it is
And my mind is made up
I can’t get dismissed
Not one more time…

What’s done is done
I am strong-minded
I think I know how I feel
I guess sometimes I’m in denial of it
But that’s the last thing I will admit
I know what I want
I don’t want the shouting
And I don’t want the tears
I don’t want anyone to unleash all my fears

I’m not scared
I’m not running away
Don’t tell me how I feel
Or I’ll just erase you away

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