I stopped calling my parents for some time now. I know they are worried about me, but I just told them I have been busy with studying for exams and “college life.” I have become so submerged in my misery and insecurity that I have become in hiding. The funny thing is that I have accepted that I am like this, but I know that I will get over it one say. People think they know me, but they just know what others say about me, so basically most of it is a lie. Anyway, tonight seems a little different, I actually just want to sleep tonight instead of stay up and write all night.
: Moderation Of Reality:
Wiped away from existence
Hollow are my thoughts
No substance sought
My mind forgotten
Lost is my soul
My body, torn
Heartless am I
So be it
My atomic structure
Limiting my thoughts
Grasping
Overcoming
The moderation of reality
All around me
Surrounding my being
Painful bloodshed that is seeping
Underneath me
Beyond my means
For I am seeing
Everything
Sleeping in solitude
Not knowing what I’m missing
Tranquility is what I’m seeking
Possessed
The candlelight is burning
Dripping wax
Disfiguring my skin
Hardening over my eyes
Taking over me
Controlling my sense of seeing
Pain is a physical interpretation
Freedom of thought through innovations
Posed to interpretation
Obtaining tranquility and peace
For this is what life has come to be
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