I went to be early last night and I woke up in the middle of the night with another panic attack. Although my sleep has been far from perfect, but the nightmares have been less frequent. I know that I will always have these problems; my only fear is to lose someone I really like because he is scared off by the problems I face. I wish this sunny weather could bring a smile on my face, but I guess even the sun can’t win me over today.
: My Reoccurring Nightmares:
Another one
I do not know where they arise
They enter through my mind
From the evils which abide
I am peaceful
Yet they harm me
I am alarmed
I am a distorted image
Do not look at me
You will perceive another meaning
I am not who I thought I could be
What is happening to me?
Look what they do
They hurt me thoroughly
I feel demeaning
Nor a soul can help me
I wake with an emotion
Flowing from within
I can’t stop these images
Corruption
For no one deserves this
How do I?
My colours have turned dim
Apart of me
Brushed away
My canvas has been shaded in
I’m in hiding today
Putting on another face
Wiping my emotions away
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