I’m beginning something new, I feel like such a beginner, but I’m still trying to make things feel normal. I find myself in a complete daze sometimes because I can’t believe I’m actually giving someone a decent chance with me again. He’s not the most appealing guy looks wise, but he’s nice. I told him about my past and how I feared that someone would just leave when things got hard and he really seemed to understand and show compassion. I’m so unbelievably scared though because nothing great ever happens to me, so I guess I’m waiting till things collapse, but I hope it lasts long.
: Distraught:
I no longer am where I started
I have felt something
The feeling: departed
I am from another country
I am foreign to this land
For nothing is mine
I have given you everything
I have lost myself in your eyes
This unfamiliar feeling
For I do not know anything
I am unable to define
As I crumble into your skin
I am left feeling ill
Letting myself slip
For I have soaked into you
Every night
My soul is lost one more time
Awaking to a new day
Laying beside you
This feeling of disarray
I am still isolated and incomplete
For nothing can heal me
This is the beginning of something great
Yet I am still counting until this will depreciate
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