April 2005
There are just some things that you have to do and have to say no matter what the circumstances. I think I have said this before, but I am an extremely stubborn person and if there’s one thing that I have to do, it’s getting my point across. Today he called me and I told him that I can’t be a friend with anyone I couldn’t trust and that I was over him completely. I’m happy that I’m finally past this, but I don’t think I can forgive him for what he has done. It’s weird because I really opened up to him and it just turned out I was just another girl to put on his list. It’s funny how people just lie and they can even swear to God that they didn’t do something, but the entire time their words were just worthless. I wish I had never given him a chance and even more, I wish he never existed because he just made me lose hope even more.
Inspiring my every outlook
Coloring me bland
Fainting the pathway
As the hallway dims
You know longer are there
For these words are not of sorrow
They are of hopeful matters
They are for you
How vain are you
Analyzing my every word
Exploring me inch by inch
Complementing what you have stitched
The seems of hatred
The waiting period
My heart has become so crude
I am ruthless in this world
For you are my muse
I am painting you nude
Copper in tone
The undertone is vanishing
Streaming with tears
Save me from this anxiety
My mood is forever obscure
The pinnacle of pursuit
For this hallway of mine is colliding
And you are now aloof
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