I don’t know why I feel so insecure lately. He’s just not making me feel like I’m different from all the other girls he knows. I like having someone to talk to and I guess I like him, or just like the idea of having someone to converse with every day. Overall, I don’t really know how serious I can be about someone who shows me little importance in his life. I guess I will see if things will change. I can’t help how I feel though, even though we just started “talking,” I feel that we will be separated soon. I guess I will just have to see if my intuition is right.
: A New Chapter:
This burning sensation inside of me
Leads me to my destiny
Leads me to discover things that I never knew
It would maybe lead me to finding you
You hide from me
You even play games
I don’t understand some thing’s you say
You don’t make me feel special in any way
Maybe you will one day
Wishful thinking perhaps
I’ll just pray
I don’t have hope
Very long ago
It was taken away
I don’t expect it to come back
In some ways
I don’t even care
For no one cares about me
This is what I believe
I can’t control it
No one has ever showed me
I’m sure you have many seeds
At least it seems that way
You tell me almost every other day
You know a little about my past
Yet you don’t make it better
Sometimes I wish you could change things
But maybe this is for the better
Time can only tell
It will unravel so many things
It’s like a burning bush
Which has the potential to still bud its leaves
The result might be great
Yet what the eye could visibly see
Is an endless amount of ashes
And not one single leaf
Time can only tell
What the potential is for this horrid scene
The rains came
Made the soil overflow
The seasons changed
And the leaves all froze
So many changes it faced
From winter, fall to spring
So long it took
So worthwhile it would be
If I was right
The result would be you with me
The result was beyond words
It changed
Over time
The leaves came
The flowers formed
The beauty was immense
It was endless
I watched you form
I didn’t give up
I saw the potential
And I watched you grow up
You moved away
You were no longer mine
How could I even think you would be?
With a certain amount of time
No longer in my garden
Why didn’t I know this would happen?
Why would you care how I felt?
No one ever really did
Why did I think you were different?
Why did I think you could care?
For I was just another seed
That was placed in your garden of despair
Is this what this burning sensation has lead me to?
To discover that I was just another person another seed
Who showed you that they cared?
You washed me away with the pouring rain
When the seasons changed once again
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