Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Page 25-Expiration: Breathe out, Die, End

We expired. I had told him how I felt and all the things he did wrong. He still doesn’t understand and his apology is just merely a word with no true depth. It’s hard to let go of something that you still feel strongly about, but I know I made the right decision. I know I have to stay strong because his entire persona is demeaning. For example, just the other day he tried to be funny and told a joke about someone getting raped. Honestly, how can I be with someone who thinks joking about rape is funny or isn’t a serious issue. At the end though he still says: “ I did nothing wrong.”

: The Mentality:

Deep within meaning
Shallow are your thoughts
Days shall expire
Still wondering where you are

Fully aware of life
Fully aware of dreams
My life has one true conclusion
Nothings as it seems

I thought we were something
Bit it was just merely a period of spent time
I was just one of your hobbies
That expired over time

I think about you before I rest
As I lay my head down on my bed
I think about your life
And how you messed me up inside

I thought there was an interest
But there were always strings attached
Now I am without you
They were right
We couldn’t last

So much weight you put on me
So many feelings intertwined
Tangled with memories
That will hopefully they’ll expire over time

Laying on the table
Lies a sheet of paper
A paper filled with apologies
As though that can make it better
This was the last chance given
For I can never go back now
For I don’t trust you in my life
Therefore I feel our story is lost now

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