Chapter Seven

Well, that guy that I had met with my girlfriends ended up contacting me and basically to get to the point, we started dating soon afterwards. Although he seemed dull and oblivious to things, I still tried to give him a chance, but I soon found out later that it was a wrong chance to take. Some people think it’s amusing to use people, I think it’s plain out cruel. Throughout out entire dating experience, I eventually came to know that it was completely meaningless to him, after all, I was just another number to add on to his list of girls. Life has taught me a valuable lesson however I choose to look at it. To regret a certain part or person in your life is a very big deal and honestly, I wish I never knew he existed, because all we ever were, was a lie. At the end of everything, whenever he would enter my mind, I would just remind myself that I was fine before him and I will be fine after him. I remember the last thing he had told me; he said “I guess if this is how we are going to end then good-bye”. Overall, it was hard to write a lot because we were always together and my poetry didn’t flow like it had before. It’s crazy how when people come into your life, you find yourself getting side tracked from what you love to do the most. I wrote a lot after we ended and a little during, but my last chapter is of him, my second regret. Throughout my confusing state, I managed to write mainly free writes with a combination of poetry to create this last chapter of deception.