I’ve lost a piece of myself, but not all of me is completely lost. I feel as though my puzzle is dispersing piece by piece when I begin to cry. I no longer shed my tears for him, I cry because of the state I am in. I feel such sorrow and I’ve become addicted to this pain. My eyes burn constantly, but the tears also are reassuring because I’m actually feeling something now. I think I am in dire need of rehabilitation.
: My Eyes:
: So dry:
They’ve never felt this way
I don’t know what to do
Except to blame you
I’m afraid to close my eyes at night
: Last night:
I’ve never felt this way
I don’t know what to do
My mind cannot help but to stray
Thought of unpleasant things
Constant replays throughout my head
I’m so afraid to close my eyes
: So drained:
They’ve never felt this way
I was thankful for the drops
They took some of the stinging away
: No More:
One problem partially resolved
But as for the unpleasant thoughts
When will this chaos be resolved?
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