I’m sitting in the middle of a grassy field; I love how nature alters my mood and feeling. Have you ever had a feeling that your life expectancy wasn’t very long? Well, ever since I could remember I used to have these feelings that I wouldn’t have a very long life. Death doesn’t scare me, but failure does. I just want to succeed and have people believe in me. I wonder sometimes if I will ever get any of my poems published, I guess only time can tell.
: Redemption:
Dissolving into the air
Becoming one with nature
I know longer glare at the stars above
I have lost what I had loved
I have lost everything but my blood
The blood is draining from my heart
I feel myself dying
I am drained from everything I have known
I am seeping
Waking without soul
My body has released itself
My emotions have dispelled
Crumbling from my being
My eyesight is deceiving
My dreams have been altered
My concentration is no longer
I do not know what I am doing
My heart is losing
My eyes burning me
My heart is hurting
How can I be strong?
When I feel weakness is haunting me
Saltiness
The only taste I can distinguish
Hardship
The only feeling that I’m used to
Pain
The only noun that has filled my hollow being
I hope this isn’t the end
I pray that I succeed
Will my tears be the end of me?
How can I be strong when my blood is rushing out of me?
I am dissolving
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