Imperfection
That is what I became to know
I felt I wasn’t worthy of anyone
I didn’t take things slow
I accepted all the faults
Knowing it wasn’t right
I feel I did this to myself
I chose to be blind
It was a rebound in the beginning
My feelings were forced in every way
Because I couldn’t accept loneliness
I distanced myself away
I just wanted someone different
A respect of some domain
I was sick of all my tears
Therefore I began to stray
So I moved on to Him
It was like the monsoon seasons
My emotions poured out of me
It made him realize I was vulnerable
And wanted to feel needed
No longer proud of who I was
My self respect stolen from underneath me
Therefore I was easily used
And easily deceived
The beginning was far from perfect
I can still remember the screaming
He wouldn’t even touch me
He was ashamed and demeaning
But I still stayed with Him
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